沉默

情绪跌落谷底

我不知道为什么
我也不想去知道

一系列的事情
不断的缭乱我的心房

此时此刻
身体再次泛起一股无力感

我想帮忙
我想做点什么
却发现
什么都没能做

我知道
我只是不想去承认

什么东西
牵涉上了以后
都复杂化了

我好简单
简简单单的不好吗?

还是保持沉默吧
既然帮不上忙
那我就静静的呆着好了



沉默不是懦弱
而是一种态度



　在你跌入人生谷底的时候
你身旁所有的人都告诉你：要坚强，而且要快乐

坚强是绝对需要的
但是快乐?

在这种情形下
恐怕是太为难你了
毕竟，谁能在跌得头破血流的时候还觉得高兴 ?

但是至少可以做到平静
平静地看待这件事
平静地把其他该处理的事处理好

平静
没有快乐
也没有不快乐


我好想念
那一份笑容

housework v.s homework.

crap.

i hate neither of them !



seriously.

my mum kept on ordered me this ordered that.

and this really gonna Drive Me Crazy.


and my LOVELY math teacher,

always gave us lots of math question to do.

fuck.




haih.

when is the day that i could have enjoyed a peaceful and a relax life

that without any hw (housework and homework) ?



i need help.

save me.

):

College Life !!

My sister told me that i have a lot of grammar mistakes in my writing..

==

okay.

I think I really need to work hard on it.

haih~



College had started since yesterday~

and yesterday

I was really panic

==

and i did feel a bit sick

i kept on sniff my nose

TT


haih~

I think I have got cold in school.. ==


lol.

so today i brought a jacket there.

but I still freezing.

==

anyways.

today still not bad la~

haha

hope myself all the best for the next few days~

gayao gayao !!

and all the best for all my friends too !

what to do now ?

the last 24 hours started from now..

my no-school life gonna end soon.


its a complicated feel that

i really gonna become a College students now !


everything was happen so fast

and when i realize

i was already leave Chong Hwa

and gonna start another school life in Taylor.


gosh.

i still can remember that the first day i stepped in Chong Hwa

the panic feel and add a bit excitement

sitting on the chair and wait my 1st Chong Hwa class teacher came in



this just make me felt so complicated


haih.

i miss that period in Chong Hwa

so busy

yet so crazy

so sad

yet so happy.




what to do now ?

i think i should take a chill pill.

=/

Bored day =/

today was another bored day before i start my college life.

=/

luckily Pius had come my house and acc me

although we just watch movie to spend the times.
(Brokeback Mountain (half)
Iron Man
食神)

thx Pius.
(:


mayb i should find something to do

so i wont just wasting time at home

hmm.

lets figure about it.




-------------------------




sometimes.

I really had to admit that

i felt jealous.

even though i shouldn't have.

=/

Fly High.

A Bird always wish to fly high.

Although sometimes he might felt tired and exhausted.

Although sometimes he might felt sad or hurt.

but he will still try and try and try.

Non-stop trying until he finally could pursue his dream

until he fly high and found the wonderland.


always fly high.



and a
belated wishes.
happy 2010 fellows.
hope all of u all the best on your way to your dreams.